Awwwwkay

The first week of school is over, we made it past this point.
The subjects i chose are alright, i have quite a bit of homework though.

Bio teacher is pretty nice, and has a habit of saying awwkay at the end of every sentence or so.
Chem teacher is ..... i don't know what his trying to tell me.
Maths, i don't like her, she was trying to put us all down. Saying that this class "extension maths/3 unit maths" is very difficult and laborious. That we have 23 in the class, but by the end of a few weeks we will only have like half left. That we will get homework everynight, i hate it :(
Religion is mad, the teacher is nice, and all of the Nguyen's are in one class.
IPT, shoot me, my teacher is totally zzz.
English is alright, i don't know if i can survive in english advanced though.

Well i'm nerding it out now, i'm trying to commit myself to do homework as soon as i get it, but this however is difficult. I tend to be lazy and procrastinate, then i'll complain that i have absolutely nothing to do and that i am very bored, and i complain even if i have homework.
sighzorz.

BOWLING TONIGHT!

Sleepless Wednesdays

today was the first day of my junior year or year 11. it wasn't school work, more of an orientation day or induction. the school claims that it's "high tech" but on this day that was around 30 degrees or higher, we were all sweating like pigs! cause they don't have air conditioning, right so you have computers and laptops for every year 12 student but no air con?! T_T

:( how i hate school
i woke up late today, and slept late.

the fact that most of us came from all saints boys (same sex school) and all saints girls (same sex school) is kind of wierd, we all come to school and are each seperated sitting with our own same sex groups. Most of us haven't been in a co-ed school for 4 years.

we'll all mix soon enough. :]

it's tomorrow

school is tomorrow. :( the day that i've been dreading for the past two months.
boo to early morning wakeups and getting ready to go to school.
how sad ;[

Feeling Ecstatic

I was supposed to write this yesterday, but i got lazy and i was too happy to contain myself and write down a few words. It was the last day of work and hard labour at that place i used to work; Oporto. Oh how i don't miss you my dear workplace, although i miss my fellow co-workers, they were all so cute and nice.



Any person who has experienced work at such a place, would have felt the same way as me, so fking happy to be free from that dreaded place. I spent my day serving people with a happy smile, i got many thankyous and have a nice days. I am so awesome. :D

I was so excited that i even cleaned like half of that place up, cause i was sooo happy to finally be released from there after 3.5 months of hard labour. No more early wake ups on Saturday mornings just to go to work! I can finally relax and sleep-in. Hopefully. :]

Here's a picture of some of my fellow co-workers and my manager.

Yes i had to wear that uniform T_T I decided not to be in that photo, well because i was the one who took it. :] LOL

YEAH I AM SO FREAKING HAPPY.
Now all i have to do is find a better job and focus on my studies.
Speaking of studies..

School is in approximately 3 days. 3 FREAKING DAYS. I'm rather excited to see all of my friends again, spend time, catch up on all the talk. But not so excited to be starting year 11, in approximately 8 or so months i will be in year 12. Freaking year 12! Ahhhh my life is nearly officially beginning soon. -sigh-

And i'm still a lonely romantic.

xx cwiz.

late nights and early mornings

It's 12pm, approximately 4.5 hours until i am at work, standing there, greeting customers and serving them. How i dread work. After yesterdays work meeting, i know that today will be full of hard work and what not, i will possibly be told many times to clean something. I am pretty happy to know that this is my 2nd last shift before i don't have any more shifts at the place.

There is this really cute guy at Boost fruit juice bar and i've been wondering for a few weeks who he is, how old he is and if he's taken by any chance. So i asked my friend who works there and he said that he's 22 years old and he's in his 2nd year at University Technology of Sydney. I gawked when i heard this, the cute guy that i have been eyeing is 22 years old. Who would've thought that he was 7 years older than myself.

This evolved into a discussion with a friend of mine, i asked him:
"Would you accept a relationship between a 15 year old girl and a 22 year old guy?"
He's answer? No, court dismissed.
My friend believes that due to the age difference we will run out of things to say and we will have different interests. This is somewhat kind of true, but not necessarily. Society is rather i don't know the word so i will just say biased in a way. Society accepts a relationship between a 80 year old woman and a 40 year old man, but not a relationship between a 15 year old girl and a 22 year old guy. Why is this?
Well you might say that it is simply because the girl is at a young age, so what if she is? You don't know that she might be mature to know all the consequences of going into such a relationship.
I'm just saying you know, xD

The weather in Sydney for the past couple of days have been hectik. On Tuesday it was really hot and then at night it was raining. On Wednesday it was hot and then a thunderstorm appeared. Today is Thursday, it is quite warm but with high winds.

School is returning in about 6 days, i am rather scared. Let the countdown begin.

xx cwiz

i wish i had a whole bunch of money so that i could continuously spend it on matieralistic items

Today is wednesday, yes wednesday. I woke up to the sound of something vibrating, it was my phone. So i woke up at 11am thinking to myself, why did i put an alarm on? Is there something special going on today? After 10 minutes of pondering to myself, it hit me, i was supposed to go out with Charisse, her sister Kate and Kate's boyfriend George. With limited time left, we were supposed to leave at 12, i started running around like a crazy woman getting ready.

My mission today? Buy a freaking "black bag" for school. We went around looking for my special black bag, there were heaps and HEAPS of black bags, but my problem was that i was too picky. I myself knew that i was picky, i wanted a funky bag. A funky black school bag. The problem with this? It was somehow utterly impossible. After walking around aimlessly, i started to get irritated at this school i am going to attending in a week. Why? Because why does this stupid bag have to be black? Why does it have to be plain, no big logos and a backpack? Why? Is this going to affect my learning? NO. All most schools think about is their stupid "reputation" Stuff the reputation! Think of our learning geeeeeez.

Moving on :]
Today i bought things, yay i am happy.
I bought my nike black school bag and a pair of nice sunglasses.
Hehe.

I had a work meeting about 2 hours ago, it was pointless. The managers were just telling us how we have to clean alot, but they used a whole bunch of words and kept rearranging the sentences just to sound like they were rad. What they were really doing was wasting our time and talking about something a million times just so that it would be stuck in our brains to clean. Well, i don't care i only have 2 shifts left until im out of that place. Hooooray to that!

xx cwiz.

Tightass Tuesdayys

i have come to the conclusion that i hate working on tightass tuesdays, i hate working altogether, but i hate it even more on tuesday.
Hate is a strong word, and yes i'm going to use it in this situation because saying the word despise is putting it quite lightly.

Why do i call it Tightass Tuesdays?
Well my friend, it is simply because Tuesday is the day where the movie tickets are cheaper than any other day. A whole lot of teens go to watch movies on this day because they are tightasses. Yes i am a tightass. Hence it is called "tightass tuesday"

Why do i hate working on Tightass Tuesday?
It is because a whole bunch of my friends go to watch movies on this day, it is then that i am seen standing behind the counter at Oporto. It is then that they see me and point and wave with a huge grin on their face. It is then that i am embarrassed and shamed. I hate it when this happens.
It's actually worse when my friends scream out my name, making people look at me, and giving me unwanted attention. I dont want you to know my name.

I have recently become err, pissed? Because i found out that a friend of mine had deleted me off his msn list, i was browsing this website that allowed you to see who had deleted you off their msn list. And then i saw it, i saw his email and name. My face went from this :D to this D: .. Being Cwiz i decided to send and email that showed i was confused and angry.
I'll make another one up as i don't remmeber what it consisted of, it went something like this:

"Hey,

You deleted me off your msn list? lol.

why?"

.. yeah okay it isn't as effective as my original was.

Today he decided to add me back onto a new email? I was like LOLAGES he saw my email,
i was afk-ing as i was showering and he sent me some messages:

"Mm.. Well.. I guess you're sorta still angry at me.. Than, I guess I'll leave you alone.. Sorry for me deleting you, its okay if you dont answer, anyways Seeing that you're probably busy, hopefully you'll "forgive" me for deleting you off msn By the way, I can't go on soompi, so yeah.. Anyways, Sorry about it.. Bye~"

i literally LOLed at this, and i questioned him, why did he delete me? apparentely his girlfriend that bitch deleted people off his msn list and deleted his soompi account. what a bitch.

approximately one more week till school starts.. how dreadful. it's been 2 months since i've been to school, 2 freaking whole months. do you seriously think that my handwriting is nice anymore? i don't know how i am going to wake up early, i don't know how i'm going to cope being in my senior years.
sigh, sigh.

yeah i hate it when you jump to conclusions

So this is going to be a rant, because something just pissed me off to a point and i decided that i should of course, write about it. LOL
So i was sitting down at my computer in my study room being bored as per usual, and i was talking to a friend that lives in Vancouver, Canada.
The topic on MSN was "Boyfriends/Girlfriends" He is a guy and i am a girl :]
And we were talking about my most recent boyfriend, and i told him how my ex, was on holiday in Hong Kong and got accepted into a University/College over there. And that is why he still lives there.
This friend of mine, then says this.
"He was 3 years older than you? Ewww"
YEAH WELL STUFF YOU.
He wasn't 3 years older than me, he was 2.
My mood went from a high to a low.
I said "Yeah? Well 3 years is nothing, it's not gross"
And you know what he said? He said this:
"YES IT IS! Well i guess you Aussies like it like that"
Stfu, Don't jump to conclusions.
I am one out of the 22 million that live in Australia. So saying "you aussies" is basically saying that i am a major part of the Australian population and that the majority of us think that way.
Yeah? WELL YOU'RE WRONG.

You know what else pisses me off?
When im working, and i'm perfectly serving these people to the BEST of my ability. Because there is only one of me and there is a billion of them waiting in line to be served and to receive their order.
I'm smiling and greeting and saying my thankyous.
Then some lady, it usually is the ladies that do this, comes up to me and waits for a couple of minutes. She'll then look at her watch in a matter that shows me she's impatient and may be in a rush.
The lady is doing this to show how i'm being slow, but really i don't care. Then she might start stomping her foot in an impatient matter, learn to be patient.

Sometimes you'll get the lady that stares at you and gives you dirties,
then they'll look away, kinda raise their eyebrows and be like pffttt.
When they do this, i get angry.
Sometimes i feel like screaming out YEAH WELL WHY DONT YOU TRY SERVING A BILLION PEOPLE REALLY QUICKLY! But i never have the balls to do it.

I was working today, and i got this.
I replied with "Don't get pissed at me, does it look like i'm cooking the burgers and food? It's the people at the back, i am just merely serving and giving out orders"
She then eyed me the whole time, and i didn't say my thankyou to her. I just gave it to her and she snatched it out of my innocent hands. I then said "bitch" I hope she heard it.

laugh out loud at what i just wrote. LOL

A lonley romantic

Gossip Girl here, your one and only source into the scandelous lives of Manhattan's Elite.

Hahaha i wish.

After spending last night watching the newest episoides of Gossip Girl and 90210, i started to feel lonley.

Why?

Simply because in the episoides that i just watched, featured characters and people that were confessing each other's love. Seeing this made me realise that i want and possibly need someone to love me.

How tragic.

Moving on from that, while watching my favourite show Gossip Girl. And like every other time while i'm watching it, i started to envy Blair Waldorf (Leighton Meester). In each episoide she is constantly wearing something that flatters her. Even if the piece of clothing isn't that nice, she happens to pull it off.

That is why i envy her, she's also really gorgeous.

How can someone possibly wear grey tights with some hot black heels and still look classy? How can she also wear leather gloves without looking over the top?
I'll tell you how,
cause she's hot. ;]

And then we come to Chuck Bass. The mysterious but hot devil.

How can someone with a combover still manage to look like that?

That's the question, and i don't know the answer.

But i love Chuck Bass, he has a certain aura around him. That fact that his British just adds to his handsomness. "Cause i'm Chuck Bass" *giggles like a wild child*

Today's even hotter than yesterday.

I'm sitting here and i still can't stand the heat.

It's possibly around 40 degrees celcius, or even higher.

I dont know how i'll survive standing at the bus stop waiting for my bus.

I dread going to work.

Hello Jello Fello

Thanks to my awesome gnarr friend Bev, i decided to make my own blog. Yeah howw original cwiz.

Wtf does this have to do with Sleepless Mondays? Nothing, absolutely nothing. Apart from the fact that i do sometimes hate mondays.
Monday means the beginning of a new week.
Monday means waking up early on school days, to go to school.
Monday means waking up and facing the world.
Monday, Sleepless Mondays
But hey, today is Wednesday and Wednesdays alright.

Today was hot, BOILING HOT

I walked 2 minutes away from my house and i was already sweating

TRAGIC ISNT IT, why yes it is my good friend. It's highly tragic.