boy you fucked up for the last time

all the crazy shit i did tonight, gonna be the best memories

sometimes we do things that don't seem to matter at the time, we might miss calls, litter, hurt someone. we won't see how much it meant until later when the consequences hit us. regrets, mistakes and all. at the time we might be angry, or hurt, or just wanna start shit and we'll do things on impulse without thinking things through. don't ever be like this, try your best to think things through, i know, of course. my friends are people who are like these, not all of them, just a small handful. they are currently suffering the consequences...
maybe if i picked up those phone calls, if i didn't miss them. i could've stopped you.
your a silly boy, even though we never said it in any way, we knew we were. we were always there for each other.
if you told me i could've stopped you.
three years, three fucking years. we'll be 19 in three years.
alot of stuff will happen within that timeframe, you'll probably change for sure, i probably will. but i hope our friendship will last. i'll miss you.
hopefully i can visit you, every now and then, but for now. it'll be three years.
fingerscrossed.

betchess

man this shit is olddddd, havent been here in ages. 

totes gotta fix this shitttt later. when im bothered.