Knock you down

Am i silly, for believing in this?
Sillyboy.
xx

finallyyyy!

im finally fureaking sixteen
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOH
thankyou all for the messsages my lovelys!
<3
xx

climax

tomorrow, i finally turn 16.
woooh fucking yeah!
its my birthday
(8) BIRTHDAY SEX
- Girl you know I-I-I
4 HOURS AND 4 MINUTES TILL MY BDAY
Anyways, heres some pics of my fun filled weekend of parties :)

friends and whatnot

my birthday dinner is coming up soon,
me and christina were talking about who to invite, and we named all the people we wanted to invite. we then came to the conclusion that our school friends wont mix with our friends out of school.
the scenes that we come from are all too different, im scared that we all won't mix and instead of hanging around everyone at the party, i'll be hanging around 2 different groups.
one from school and one out of school.
oh well :D
i dont care bwhhaha
7 FKING DAYS TILL IM 16 BITCHES.

So desperately need

It's one thing to be sitting in an exam room completely nervous, but it's another to get some of your marks back and realised you oh so miserably failed.
And so what if you got 52%, even if its considered a pass, it's sad to know that you only passed by 2%, or a mark.
And while your sitting there, completely bummed and sad because of your mark, you turn around to see other people who have succeeded, they've passed by a mile, they have gotten what they wanted.
What do you do when they boast, what do you do when they say their mark out really loudly?
It only brings you down.
And what do you tell your parents? Your parents, who have wanted so much more from you, who set high expectations of you.
You can't do much, you can only sit there and beat yourself up mentally about how much you have failed, you've failed your standards.
Maybe its a wake up call, work harder.
Or maybe you tried your hardest and this is all you will ever acheive.
No one knows, but you.

And what?

Finally finished all of my exams, today is really really really cold.
Absolutely clear skies, sun shining brightly, but strong cold winds. :( kills the weather.
& it's only the 10th day of winter! damn

Happy birthday James!

A@$*&@*$&@$*@$&@#@^^

current status: STRESSING LIKE A MOFO!
i wanna cry.
fucking mathematics extension, fkingdie!

something that i want

Your too complicated, too much drama occurs from all of this, im getting second thoughts. Is all of this really worth it ?

Today is a public holiday, and i am sadly at home studying for my IPT exam tomorrow.
Currently sitting at my computer eating fried rice -sigh-
Oh how my life is so average.
http://www.mylifeisaverage.com/

You know h-h-h-ow we do itttt

Leighton Meester is SO HOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT, her dress is absolutely unique and her makeup and hair is love, <3

Cam Gigandet is a sexy mofo! Yum boy. -drools-

let me be your body blanket

Today is a prettty day,
a cool breeze is slightly blowing, clear blue skies with an odd cloud here and there.
And the sun is shining its life out.
It's one of those days where the weather, reflects your mood.
I wanna go out again, todays just too pretty to take for granted.
I saw a guy at the supermarket, he was probably in his 20's.
He was wearing a warm sweater, striped pyjama pants and some warm short ugg boots.
Immediately i thought that he was cool, a non-comformist, doesn't care what people think.
Just cares about his level of comfyness while in his clothes.

(8) we don't need sheets let me be your body blanket, like adam & eve we gon' be completely naked