So desperately need

It's one thing to be sitting in an exam room completely nervous, but it's another to get some of your marks back and realised you oh so miserably failed.
And so what if you got 52%, even if its considered a pass, it's sad to know that you only passed by 2%, or a mark.
And while your sitting there, completely bummed and sad because of your mark, you turn around to see other people who have succeeded, they've passed by a mile, they have gotten what they wanted.
What do you do when they boast, what do you do when they say their mark out really loudly?
It only brings you down.
And what do you tell your parents? Your parents, who have wanted so much more from you, who set high expectations of you.
You can't do much, you can only sit there and beat yourself up mentally about how much you have failed, you've failed your standards.
Maybe its a wake up call, work harder.
Or maybe you tried your hardest and this is all you will ever acheive.
No one knows, but you.